Nine Days in Germany and What I Read, Part I: Berlin

We’ve actually been back for more than a week, but soon after our return I was felled by a nasty cold (not Covid, surprisingly), which has left me with a lingering cough and ongoing fatigue. Finally, I’m recovered just about enough to report back.

This Interrail adventure was more low-key than the one we took in 2016. The first day saw us traveling as far as Aachen, just over the border from France. It’s a nice small city with Christian and culinary history: Charlemagne is buried in the cathedral; and it’s famous for a chewy, spicy gingerbread called printen. Before our night in a chain hotel, we stumbled upon the mayor’s Green Party rally in the square – there was to be an election the following day – and drank and dined well. The Gin Library, spotted at random on the map, is an excellent and affordable Asian-fusion cocktail bar. My “Big Ben,” for instance, featured Tanqueray gin, lemon juice, honey, fresh coriander, and cinnamon syrup. Then at Hanswurst – Das Wurstrestaurant (cue jokes about finding the “worst” restaurant in Aachen!), a superior fast-food joint, I had the vegetarian “Hans Berlin,” a scrumptious currywurst with potato wedges.

The next day it was off to Berlin with a big bag of bakery provisions. For the first time, we experienced the rail cancellations and delays that would plague us for much of the next week. We then had to brave the only supermarket open in Berlin on a Sunday – the Rewe in the Hauptbahnhof – before taking the S-Bahn to Alexanderplatz, the nearest station to our Airbnb flat.

It was all worth it to befriend Lemmy (the ginger one) and Roxanne. It’s a sweet deal the host has here: whenever she goes away, people pay her to look after her cats. At the same time as we were paying for a cat-sitter back home. We must be chumps!

I’ll narrate the rest of the trip through the books I read. I relished choosing relevant reads from my shelves and the library’s holdings – I was truly spoiled for choice for Berlin settings! – and I appreciated encountering them all on location.

 

As soon as we walked into the large airy living room of the fifth-floor Airbnb flat, I nearly laughed out loud, for there in the corner was a monstera plant. The trendy, minimalist décor, too, was just like that of the main characters’ place in…

 

Perfection by Vincenzo Latronico (2022; 2025)

[Translated from Italian by Sophie Hughes]

Anna and Tom are digital nomads from Southern Europe who offer up their Berlin flat as a short-term rental. In the listing photographs it looks pristine, giving no hint of the difficulties of the expatriate life such as bureaucracy and harsh winters. “Creative professionals” working in the fields of web development and graphic design, they are part of the micro-generation that grew up as the Internet was becoming mainstream, and they tailor their products and personal lives to social media’s preferences. They are lazy liberals addicted to convenience and materialism; aspiring hedonists who like the idea of sex clubs but don’t enjoy them when they actually get there. When Berlin loses its magic, they try Portugal and Sicily before an unforeseen inheritance presents them with the project of opening their own coastal guesthouse. “What they were looking for must have existed once upon a time, back when you only had to hop onto a train or a ferry to reach a whole other world.” This International Booker Prize shortlistee is a smart satire about online posturing and the mistaken belief that life must be better elsewhere. There are virtually no scenes or dialogue but Latronico gets away with the all-telling style because of the novella length. Were it not for his note in the Acknowledgements, I wouldn’t have known that this is a tribute to Things by Georges Perec. (Read via Edelweiss)

 

We got to pretend to be hip locals for four days, going up the Reichstag tower, strolling through the Tiergarten, touring the Natural History Museum (which has some excellent taxidermy as at left), walking from Potsdam station through Park Sanssouci and ogling the castles and windmill, chowing down on hand-pulled noodles and bao buns at neighbourhood café Wen Cheng, catching an excellent free lunchtime concert at the Philharmonic, and bringing back pastries or vegan doughnuts to snack on while hanging out with the kitties. The S-Bahn was included on our Interrail passes but didn’t go everywhere we needed, so we were often on the handy U-Bahn and tram system instead. Graffiti is an art form rather than an antisocial activity in Berlin; there is so much of it, everywhere.

I brought along another novella that proved an apt companion for our explorations of the city. Even just spotting familiar street and stop names in it felt like reassurance.

Sojourn by Amit Chaudhuri (2022)

The narrator of this spare text is a Böll Visiting Professor experiencing disorientation yet resisting gestures of familiarity. Like a Teju Cole or Rachel Cusk protagonist, his personality only seeps in through his wanderings and conversations. After his first talk, he meets a fellow Indian from the audience, Faqrul Haq, who takes it upon himself to be his dedicated tour guide. The narrator isn’t entirely sure how he feels about Faqrul, yet meets him for meals and seeks his advice about the best place to buy warm outerwear. An expat friend is a crutch he wishes he could refuse, but the bewilderment of being somewhere you don’t speak the language at all is such that he feels bound to accept. Meanwhile, there is the possibility of another academic admirer, Birgit, becoming his lover. Strangely, his relationship with his cleaning lady, who addresses him only in German, seems the healthiest one on offer. As the book goes on, the chapters get shorter and shorter, presaging some kind of mental crisis. “I keep walking – in which direction I’m not sure; Kreuzberg? I’ve lost my bearings – not in the city; in its history. The less sure I become of it, the more I know my way.” This was interesting, even admirable, but I wanted more story. (Public library)

 

We spent a drizzly and slightly melancholy first day and final morning making pilgrimages to Jewish graveyards and monuments to atrocities, some of them nearly forgotten. I got the sense of a city that has been forced into a painful reckoning with its past – not once but multiple times, perhaps after decades of repression. One morning we visited the claustrophobic monument to the Murdered Jews of Europe, and, in the Tiergarten, the small memorials to the Roma and homosexual victims of the Holocaust. The Nazis came for political dissidents and the disabled, too, as I was reminded at the Topography of Terrors, a free museum where brutal facts are laid bare. We didn’t find the courage to go in as the timeline outside was confronting enough. I spotted links to the two historical works I was reading during my stay (Stella the red-haired Jew-catcher in the former and Magnus Hirschfeld’s institute in the latter). As I read both, I couldn’t help but think about the current return of fascism worldwide and the gradual erosion of rights that should concern us all.

 

Aimée and Jaguar: A Love Story, Berlin 1943 by Erica Fischer (1994; 1995)

[Translated from German by Edna McCown]

Elisabeth “Lilly” Wust was a good German: the estranged wife of a Nazi and mother of four young sons. She met Felice Schragenheim via her new domestic helper, Inge Wolf. Lilly (aka Aimée) was slow to grasp that Inge and Felice were part of a local lesbian milieu, and didn’t realize Felice (aka Jaguar) was a “U-boat” (Jew living underground) until they’d already become lovers. They got nearly a year and a half together, living almost as a married couple – they had rings engraved and everything – before Felice was taken into Gestapo custody. You know from the outset that this story won’t end well, but you keep hoping – just like Lilly did. It’s not a usual or ‘satisfying’ tragedy, though, because there is no record of what happened to Felice. She was declared legally dead in 1948 but most likely shared the fate of Anne and Margot Frank, dying of typhus at Bergen-Belsen. It’s heartbreaking that Felice, the orphaned daughter of well-off dentists, had multiple chances to flee Berlin – via her sister in London, their stepmother in Palestine, an uncle in America, or friends escaping through Switzerland – but chose to remain.

The narrative incorporates letters, diaries and interviews, especially with Lilly, who clearly grieved Felice for the rest of her life. The book is unsettling, though, in that Fischer doesn’t let it stand as a simple Juliet & Juliet story; rather, she undermines Lilly by highlighting Felice’s promiscuity (so she likely would not have remained faithful) and Lilly’s strange postwar behaviour: desperately trying to reclaim Felice’s property, and raising her sons as Jewish. This was a time capsule, a wholly absorbing reclamation of queer history, but no romantic vision. (Secondhand purchase – Community Furniture Project)

[A similar recent release: Milena and Margarete: A Love Story in Ravensbrück by Gwen Strauss]

 

The Lilac People by Milo Todd (2025)

This was illuminating, as well as upsetting, about the persecution of trans people in Nazi Germany. Todd alternates between the gaiety of early 1930s Berlin – when trans man Bertie worked for Magnus Hirschfeld’s Institute of Sexual Science and gathered with friends at the Eldorado Club for dancing and singing their anthem, “Das Lila Lied” – and 1945 Ulm, where Bert and his partner Sofie have been posing as an older farming couple. At the novel’s start, a runaway from Dachau, a young trans man named Karl, joins their household. Ironically, it is at this point safer to be Jewish than to be different in any other way; even with the war over, rumour has it the Allies are rounding up queer people and putting them in forced labour camps, so the trio pretend to be Jews as they ponder a second round of escapes.

While this is slow to start with, and heavy on research throughout, it does gather pace. The American officer, Ward, is something of a two-dimensional villain who keeps popping back up. Still, the climactic scenes are gripping and the dual timeline works well. Todd explores survivor guilt and gives much valuable context. He is careful to employ language in use at that time (transvestites, transsexuals, “inverts,” “third sex”) and persuasively argues that, in any era, how we treat the vulnerable is the measure of our humanity. (Read via Edelweiss)

[A similar recent release: Under the Pink Triangle by Katie Moore (set in Dachau)]

 

We might have been at the Eldorado in the early 1930s on the evening when we ventured out to the bar Zosch for a “New Orleans jazz” evening. The music was superb, the German wine tasty, the whole experience unforgettable … but it sure did feel like being in a bygone era. We’re so used to the indoor smoking ban (in force in the UK since 2007) that we didn’t expect to find young people chain-smoking rollies in an enclosed brick basement, and got back to the flat with our clothes reeking and our lungs burning.

It was good to see visible signs of LGTBQ support in Berlin, though they weren’t as prevalent as I perhaps expected.

For a taste of more recent German history, I’ve started Kairos by Jenny Erpenbeck, which is set in the 1980s not long before the Berlin Wall came down. Unfortunately, my library hold didn’t arrive until too late to take it with me. We made a point of seeing the wall remnants and Checkpoint Charlie on our trip.

Other Berlin highlights: a delicious vegetarian lunch at the canteen of an architecture firm, the Ritter chocolate shop, and the pigeons nesting on the flat balcony – the chicks hatched on our final morning!

And a belated contribution to Short Story September:

Touchy Subjects by Emma Donoghue (2006)

I seem to pluck one or two books at random from Donoghue’s back catalogue per year. I designated this as reliable train reading. The 19 contemporary stories fall into thematic bundles: six about pregnancy or babies, several about domestic life, a few each on “Strangers” and “Desire,” and a final set of four touching on death. The settings range around Europe and North America. It’s impressive how Donoghue imagines herself into so many varied situations, including heterosexual men longing for children in their lives and rival Louisiana crawfishermen setting up as tour-boat operators. The attempts to write Black characters in “Lavender’s Blue” and “The Welcome” are a little cringey, and the latter felt dated with its ‘twist’ of a character being trans. She’s on safer ground writing about a jaded creative writing tutor or football teammates who fall for each other. I liked a meaningful encounter between a tourist and an intellectually disabled man in a French cave (“The Sanctuary of Hands”), an Irishwoman’s search for her missing brother in Los Angeles (“Baggage”) and a contemporary take on the Lazarus myth (“Necessary Noise”), but my two favourites were “The Cost of Things,” about a lesbian couple whose breakup is presaged by their responses to their cat’s astronomical vet bill; and “The Dormition of the Virgin,” in which a studious young traveller to Florence misses what’s right under his nose. There are some gems here, but the topics are so scattershot the collection doesn’t cohere. (Secondhand – Awesomebooks.com)

 

Trip write-up to be continued (tomorrow, with any luck)…

40 responses

  1. kaggsysbookishramblings's avatar

    Looks like a splendid trip – thanks for sharing!!

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  2. A Life in Books's avatar

    I hope you’ll be properly over your bug soon. It’s the last night of my own Interrailling holiday and we’ve just spent the last four hours in a carriage with lots of coughing and sniffing as our soundtrack from Strasbourg to Lille. It does sound as if the trip was worth it. The cats are adorable.

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    1. Rebecca Foster's avatar

      Next time we’ll wear masks on public transport for sure! We were sad to leave the cats and move on to Lubeck (about which more anon).

      I’ll look forward to hearing about your adventures.

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      1. A Life in Books's avatar

        Lubeck’s on my list. Looking forward to your post on it.

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  3. Elle's avatar

    Fabulous trip and write-up! I literally just came across the Eldorado Club in separate reading today, how apropos. Aimée and Jaguar sounds troubling, fascinating and haunting. It seems axiomatic that war erases the possibility of closure for many, but I think we’re so used to consuming WWII in fiction now – which privileges a narrative trajectory, A to Z – that the real-life lack of clarity about the fate of so many jars us (or at least it jars me). Which, of course, it should.

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    1. Rebecca Foster's avatar

      How random; I’d otherwise never heard of the club.

      I think it was the uncertainty that messed with Lilly’s mental health, even more than the loss. There are striking photographs of her in 1991, this heartbroken old woman with white wispy hair. She never got over Felice. Though the Nazis were known as meticulous record-keepers, the archive of one small camp Felice passed through was destroyed, and from there it was hard to pick up her trace.

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      1. Elle's avatar

        Oh, I’ve remembered where I came across the reference now – it was in an episode of the most recent season of The Great British Sewing Bee! They did a 1920s week and one of the competitors recreates a dress worn by a famous female impersonator at the Eldorado during that decade. Small world.

        Postwar uncertainty about the fate of loved ones must have been absolutely devastating.

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  4. BookerTalk's avatar

    You packed a lot into your visit but Berlin does have so much to offer. It’s a fabulous city for exploring on foot.

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    1. Rebecca Foster's avatar

      We found the distances quite difficult, especially with luggage, so we ended up hopping on a S-bahn, U-bahn or tram often. At the end of our four days we felt we’d only scratched the surface! Most would have done more museums than we did, but we tire of them quickly.

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      1. BookerTalk's avatar

        Me too – I get exhausted in a museum or art gallery after about 90 minutes. I think its the sensory overload

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  5. WordsAndPeace's avatar

    Neat travel-books combo!Sorry to hear you got sick. I actually think everyone I know who’s been travelling recently got sick

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    1. Rebecca Foster's avatar

      Thanks!

      I would say the same: my sister got Covid on the flight home from visiting us in July, and friends who flew to Vienna last month came back with it. It’s clearly a bad time of year for catching Covid or other viruses, and we would all do well to take more precautions.

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  6. whatmeread's avatar

    Seriously, you read this many books at the same time as having so much fun? You must be fast!

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    1. Rebecca Foster's avatar

      I’m not a very fast reader but I do read a lot. Apart from the jazz bar evening, we tended to have early nights back at our accommodation that I spent reading. We also had some long train rides where I got through a lot of pages.

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  7. MarinaSofia's avatar

    It sounds like you found plenty to keep yourselves busy in Berlin, but I do dish I’d known and we could have met up!

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    1. Rebecca Foster's avatar

      I didn’t want to intrude on you as you were settling into your new home. It looks like we missed each other at Potsdam by a matter of days. I did keep my eyes open in case I saw you at random … a big city, but it could have happened! I can see what’s drawn you to Berlin and I hope it continues to be a perfect place for you.

      It’s ironic that we didn’t manage to meet while we still both lived in Berkshire. I kept thinking it would happen through a London or Oxford event one day.

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  8. Cathy746books's avatar

    What a great trip, love your photos and you really did pick the perfect place to read Perfection! Hope you are feeling better now x

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    1. Rebecca Foster's avatar

      I do like to pair a book with its setting!

      Alas, 10 days on and I’m still under the weather. I could have sworn it was Covid, but the test I took on Sunday said no…

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      1. Cathy746books's avatar

        That’s hanging around like Covid! Hope it clears soon

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  9. Davida Chazan's avatar

    I’ve never been to Berlin, and while it looks nice… um… I’m not sure about visiting. In any case, enjoy Kairos!

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    1. Rebecca Foster's avatar

      Berlin hadn’t been a high priority for us before either, but we had a number of friends and relatives who were very enthusiastic about it, and after adding on Lubeck it felt like a worthwhile use of our Interrail passes.

      Kairos is superb, though for me quite slow going. I’ll plow on.

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      1. Davida Chazan's avatar

        Oh, it is worth finishing this one… You won’t fully get it until you’ve finished it.

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  10. Kate W's avatar

    Great post!
    Ritter is such fun, isn’t it? When we visited, my kids all made their own block of chocolate and despite showing them all the wonderful things Berlin has to offer (we were there a week, so saw lots) the thing they still talk about is Ritter!

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    1. Rebecca Foster's avatar

      Thanks! We really could have gone nuts in that store. I loved the fondue machine. As it is, I knew there were lots of edible treats to come in Lubeck (marzipan), so we didn’t buy much, only flavours we’ve never seen in the UK. We did pick up a few presents, too.

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  11. Annabel (AnnaBookBel)'s avatar

    What fun – and cats too!

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    1. Rebecca Foster's avatar

      Every Airbnb should come with cats! They were so sweet, frequently demanding laps and joining us in the bed.

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  12. […] (Part I covered Berlin.) Three works of short fiction embodied the rest of our journeying, from Berlin to Lübeck to home. We were sad to say goodbye to Lemmy and Roxanne, the affectionate, fluffy cats who came with our Berlin flat, but there were further adventures to be had. The hosts of our Lübeck Airbnb apartment also owned two cats we briefly met, but it wasn’t the same as having surrogate pets around. […]

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  13. Rach's avatar

    Oh this sounds like an amazing trip (other than getting sick). I am so keen for pastries, books and long train trips 😀

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    1. Rebecca Foster's avatar

      It delivered all those in abundance! We also browsed a nice English-language bookstore near our Airbnb, but most of the secondhand books were 6 euros, which was a little steep to me. (I’m used to buying books 3 for £1 from charity shops here.)

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      1. Rach's avatar

        Yes 6 euros is heaps unless there is something amazing about them! Probably the amazing thing is that they are in English and therefore they generate a premium.

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  14. Laura's avatar

    Looks amazing (especially the vegan doughnuts). I’ve surprisingly never read any short stories by Donoghue, even though I know she’s published a few collections.

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    1. Rebecca Foster's avatar

      The mango rice pudding doughnut was amazing, followed by the pecan cheesecake one. The cherry crumble and pear frangipane weren’t as good as they looked, alas. In general, though, we ate and drank perhaps better than expected in Germany!

      I think this was my third collection of her short stories? The next one for me to find secondhand will be Kissing the Witch, though I’m not thrilled with the idea of fairy tale retellings (I just read Michael Cunningham’s A Wild Swan and it was meh).

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      1. Laura's avatar

        Fairy tale retellings are either brilliant or hopeless for me – nothing in between. They’re a very particular kind of story-form that you have to know how to work with. I can imagine Donoghue might be good at it, though!

        I really want to eat a mango and rice pudding doughnut 🍩

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  15. Marcie McCauley's avatar

    I’m glad to hear you’re on the mend (and have a plan for protection on your next escapade, via comments). Those steps are beautiful! Every one of those books sounds perfectly selected for your travels. And I would totally pay to catsit! Lovely photos: thanks for taking us along on your trip.

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    1. Rebecca Foster's avatar

      Even if just to avoid colds, why not mask? It’s striking how quickly that went from de rigueur to weird outlier behaviour.

      Lemmy and Roxanne were the sweetest. They could teach Benny some lessons about how to calm down, enjoy naps on laps, and show affection.

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  16. […] (My other reviews: Heiny, Mackay, McEwan; the BBC National Short Story Award 2025 anthology; Donoghue, Grass, Isherwood, Mansfield as part of my Germany reading.) To keep it simple and get the basics […]

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  17. […] Literature Month: Our recent trip to Berlin and Lübeck whetted my appetite to read more German and German-language fiction. I’ll try to […]

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  18. Liz Dexter's avatar

    A lovely trip and book pairings! I was excited to see the Lego giraffe, as we have one in Birmingham! Hope you’re feeling better now – some Covid strains don’t seem to show up on tests, as my first bout I got negative throughout and thought I didn’t have it because I had conjunctivitis which wasn’t on the symptom list – until it was, just after I recovered! We’ve just had paid-for Covid jabs to protect Matthew’s parents and my friend who’s immuno-compromised, and I’m going to mask up next time we fly.

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    1. Rebecca Foster's avatar

      We were assured that our (expired) tests still work, but I reckon you’re right and I had a newer strain that it doesn’t detect. I was under the weather for more than two weeks and there was a lingering fatigue that felt very particular to my one experience of Covid. My husband was never quite as bad but he did miss the first couple of days of the term.

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